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The Whole Story

9/8/2021

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The Whole Story

This is going to be such a hard post to write, so bare with me... 

Things have shifted. And in a big way. Things don't always go as planned, and... you have to shift.  The emotion is still really close to the surface so, I apologize if it spews out across the page, but... you've been with me this far, and you're still here so this won't be the first time.  Lol

To start... my husband left me in February this year.  I knew I was taking this trip alone so, that was just that.  If I'm being honest, I didn't give myself much time to work through that grief because I'm a master of being busy.  I am always going, doing, creating... all the things.   Being a life student and a relationship coach... it is really hard to swallow that my own marriage wasn't a perfect and lovely textbook example.  It is humiliating, if I have to put a word on it.  It feels like I learned nothing if I couldn't even see and remedy the issues in my own marriage.  I must be a terrible relationahip coach. 
What they don't tell you in your relationship classes, and you have to pretty much figure out for yourself is that... sometimes, you can't control another person's actions.  And by sometimes, I mean, MOST times.  You have no control over someone else's choices.
I had no control over his leaving me... I just had to decide how I was going to respond and what I was going to do next.

Fast forward to half way through my trip...
My husband's health is failing.  He suffered injuries while serving his country and they are tired of being ignored.  In short- his vertebrae is crumbling and trying without success to reframe his bones and muscle structure to still give him support.  It's not working.  He's going to require surgery (or series of surgeries, and if it sounds like I'm making light of it, please understand that it's my defense mechanism. )

I need to get back and take care of my husband.  I love my husband and this is that part "in sickness and in health" that I agreed to whether he did or not.  I believe in marriage and I want a happy marriage, but I can only do what I can do.  And do it to the best of my ability without judgment, or punishment and in an unconditionally, loving way.  And what I need to do is get to Alabama to get my husband through this surgery and physical therapy on the other side, in the most loving and supportive way I know how.  God is pretty amazing and is capable of turning this marriage around at any point, so I walk in faith. 

No dates have been set, as yet for the surgery and I have come to realize that I will no longer be able to travel.  It's a hard pill to swallow since I've worked so hard to finally get here and now I have to put it to rest.  I am so very thankful that I was able to have this one last bang of a trip.  (Sidenote: This is WHY you don't wait until retirement to follow your dreams or do the things your heart tugs you toward.  Don't ignore it. Don't wait... you might not get the chance "later".)

I am beyond grateful that I got to follow The Oregon Trail... It wasn't the trip that was originally planned, but I'm not sad.  I saw so many things.  I learned so many things.  I made friends along the way.  I learned things about myself that I would have never discovered otherwise.  I got to "meet" all of you.  These memories will set me up for a very long time. 
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I have yet to go through all the photos, something to look forward to.

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A lot of new wheels have been put into motion.
- I cancelled the PostCard Club. 
As I have mentioned before, I did not receive an income from the Club, and more times than not, it cost more than it brought it.  Plus, I will no longer be traveling, so it seemed the right thing to do.
I have decided that all the members will still get their ornament and the 2020 group will still get their digital copy of my book A Devil's Errand when it is released.  I will still send out all the postcards for the month of September and for those who purchased for the full year, I'll send along other gifts instead to make up the difference.

- The History Revisited Facebook Group. 
The group... oh... this is hard... I have enjoyed my time with you so much and I have loved getting to know you throughout the years.  And those who popped in every once in a while... I saw and appreciate you too! 
Seeing as how I'm about to be a full-time caregiver, I feel the best course of action is to delete the group as I won't have the time to keep up with it and again... not going to be traveling or visiting historical sites until further notice.
I will still be producing the Bag of Bones Podcast, for those of you who need your history fix.  I'm going to turn all of my (spare) attentions on that and my author life.  I'll be writing books, coaching and maybe creating some new writing or history courses, I don't know.   I have no idea what my future looks like, but my writing is everything so it will continue in some form or another.

I would be so honored if you would follow me on my Facebook page(s)-
Elizabeth Bourgeret- Author and/or Bag of Bones Podcast
Perhaps we can continue our friendships there.

If neither of those are a fit for you, please know that I will miss you and again, have enjoyed beyond words your participation and presence in my life.

- The Wildwood Conestoga
I am grateful that I will get to visit with my children (both in MO) and my family (mostly in AR) before I get settled in Alabama where my husband and his family reside.
The Conestoga will be sold next month.  It has served me well, kept me safe and the new owner gets a new set of tires! Lol! ​
What a good, mostly sturdy companion it turned out to be :)
Money is about to get extremely tight, so I am downsizing in every way.
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I have been so blessed and so ridiculously grateful to have been able to come on this adventure.  It truly has been an adventure of a life time and I am beyond thankful that I was able to make it to Oregon.  
I have earned my Coast to Coast title and being an ocean girl at heart, that's no small thing.
I have SO many new story ideas that have come from this trip so I will never run out of book tasks.  And being able to see what they saw, feel what they felt, touch the flora and fauna, cry with their pain, celebrate thier victories... I promise you to give their stories true depth and emotion so you feel as if you are there.  Witnessing the land and their crossing (even the California route too!) I will have SUCH an advantage to creating an authentic Oregon Trail Series. 
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The Prairie Schooner
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Our first glimpse at swales...
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Chimney Rock
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Wagon ruts
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Signature Rock
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Fort Bridger
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Reaching the Pacific Ocean
So, I am blessed.  I'm not upset.  A little sad, (okay fine, a lot sad) but I know that I will continue to be blessed in other ways, because my God loves me, and shows me everyday. 
So I walk... and drive... in faith. ​
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Thank you for your prayers and words of encouragement.  Thank you for your friendship.  Thank you for taking this journey with me.  Thank you for being my penpals. 

If this could NOT be a good-bye, but just a transition... that would be really great.
So... not goodbye... I'll see you on my author page or the Bag of Bones page

And don't count me out... there's more to come from this plucky author,  I promise...

Helpful links to stay in touch:

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Checking In...

6/16/2021

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I arrived in Independence, MO on May 7th and I count as “jumping onto the trail” on May 13- so here I am 34 days in…

In the spirit of transparency- I totally ran out of fruit and vegetables.  I have some dried fruit that I add to my granola, but I had nothing fresh.

Now, I just so happened to be researching an episode on scurvy.  This is one disease that scares me!  It's preventable until.... 
If you don't get enough fresh food; veggies, fruit, especially vitamin C,  You could contract it and don't KNOW you have it until your gums start bleeding, and by that time its too late... you've got one foot in the grave!  So I freaked out a little bit and binge bought some produce.  Oranges, lemons, pineapple, lettuce, cucumber, tomatoes.... let's just say that my little RV fridge was PACKED!!
I have been eating it frugally to make it last, and it may sound silly, but I feel so much better just knowing I have some!  Lol!  Sometimes knowledge is dangerous! 


I am almost out of my half and half that I use for my coffee. I have half dozen eggs left and I am really really sad about running out of them.  They are a staple food in my diet.
I have only eaten one pound of my 25 pound supply bacon, so I should be good there.  And I have 4 pounds of hamburger that's frozen- so I'm saving that.  (They had to kill the cows last! Lol!) 


I have yet to tap into most of my dry goods purchased specifically for my journey- I broke into a new coffee and sugar.  I'm still sparingly working through what I had already before I came to MO and I am over budget by $117.  I blame that on my Memorial Day blunder and gas prices have jumped to over the $3 mark.  I really wasn't anticipating campgrounds to be so expensive either.

For Nebraska, and Wyoming (which is coming next week), they have an EXTRA fee to be able to use their parks for camping, or the national and state landmarks and what not.  For Nebraska, it was "only" $48 for the year,or $8/day... For Wyoming, it's almost $100/annual!  And you'd need a pass for everything I want to visit while I'm going through their state!  I was not expecting that, and it's gonna set me back.



I realized that the original pioneers coffee was still in bean form so when THEY brought 15 pounds of it, it was heavier… but when I bring 15 pounds of it already ground… I think it should last me well into the winter!  Oregon and beyond!  Plus there’s the time bonus!  I don’t have to roast mine, then grind, then brew… I just scoop.  I’m so spoiled!  Coffee was also a longer lasting item for them as well.  It was one of the last reminders of their “civilized life” and they made it last well after the food supply ran out.


A replacement for coffee along the trail as suggested by Randolph Macy was dried horsemint.  I’d be willing to try it. There's actually a couple different recipes for coffee substitutes that I'm curious about. (Acorns??)


I keep “waiting” to get away from population so I can perform all the experiments that I have on my list, but I guess I need to settle into the idea that people really are everywhere and I’m just going to have to do these things under the scrupulous eyes of onlookers.  Let them judge as they may.


I am still excited about trying all my recipes, Do I think I’ll run out of anything?  Maybe sugar… that’s my first guess. Lol
I think my issue will be that I will get bored with my fare.


I’m not a fan of bread in general, and the thought of eating some form of it every single day is not exciting to me, but, it probably wasn’t to them either… at least I have refrigeration and don’t have to pick the worms off my bacon before I eat it! Lol


So things I have to decide… do I cheat and get more creamer or do I wait until their next opportunity they would have had to purchase supplies.

And “technically” I could have brought a cow with me, so I would have a steady supply of cream and milk… yes, I think I’ll go with that story because I have a recipe for ice cream they made on the trail which is the ONLY way I’m going to survive if I come across snow…

I am really learning so much on this trip.  I have read stories and I read regularly now from their letters and journal entries and what a difference it makes!  I can now see what they saw.  I feel what they felt.  When the talk about the fierce winds and how it whipped up dust- I am literally feeling it!  It's surreal! 
And when they talk about passing certain landmarks, I get downright giddy when I have passed them too.  They are always on my mind.  I am always thinking about how they would have thought or felt or reacted to things.  
Today, for example, the temperatures reached 104 degrees.  No joke and it's only June.  It's extra hot these days, I believe because of the black pavement, but we can always escape the weather.  I am always safe.
I chose not to use air conditioning most days- I just don't like it- but even I had to turn it on so my cat would cook to death.  I'll admit, it even got hot for me... but the winds do an amazing job of keeping the heat level down, so if they could find shade so they weren't in direct sunlight, it would have been hard, but doable... and here's where I KNOW where they are on their journey and I know the trees are starting to thin out so there's not much shade... and I know they are getting ready to enter mountain territory. 

Which reminds me... with the prices so high, I might have to switch to boondocking here soon... little concerned about that, but I'll ford that stream when I get there...

I have used some of my propane to take a shower or two and wash dishes.  I'm in a bare-bones campground so... I'm not sure how fast propane burns through, I've never really used it before, so I'll have to keep an eye on that.  I'm told it will cost about $25 to refill at any Lowes or Walmart.

I also need to purchase and fill a couple gas cans- everyone I talk to says to NOT go to Wyoming, pulling a camper without at least one five gallon gas can.  So... there's that... 
And since I'm at it, if I do have to boondock, I found a solar powered generator that will charge my phone and laptop that's not too expensive.  I'm hoping it will run a fan as well... again, so the cat doesn't die of heat stroke.  I'd rather not die either, if I'm being honest.  I mean, how embarrassing would that be if I literally died, on the Oregon Trail?

As far as speed... I am still WAY ahead of my pioneer self.  I am tracking to be in Fort Laramie,WY for the 4th of July.  It's sad to me that technically there IS no more FORT Laramie, just a tiny town and that they will probably not be doing anything super special for Independence Day... but I'll know.
This is the time I'm "allowed" to restock on any supplies, eat some ice cream, cake, maybe even a pie... have some sarsaparilla, dance and relax for a couple days.

And lastly- my writing.  I have not written anything on the new book that is due out this year.  The Bag of Bones Podcast research, writing, editing and recording then promoting... take SO much time.  SO much... plus I've taken a few hits this year and I am struggling to get past over or through those... it's really affected my creative side... it troubles me, which doesn't help matters.  I believe it will work itself out and I'll be back to my happy writing self in no time.  Fingers crossed...




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Meet the Beach House

3/13/2018

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I recently posted a picture on Facebook about my struggles of having to change the sheets in my little travel trailer which is named The Beach House.  And I realized that I never formally introduced everyone to my humble abode.  

For those of you that don't know, "my story", I have recently given up the brick and mortar, stationary living in favor of the gypsy, transient life-style.  It was about this time last year, that I bought a used, well- loved 2005 Keystone Cougar 31' camper.
The former owners painted the insides with the soft colorful tones of beach living- greens, pale blues, clean whites and decorated with seahorses, shells, driftwood and other items that scream "I love the beach life!"
I fell in love immediately.  The Kirby's needed to sell it because of a debilitating cancer and they were unable to use the camper any longer.  So with promises that I would love it and honor its purpose, I laid my money down.
The Kirby's used The Beach House only for weekend trips or short ocean-side vacations.  It wasn't long that I saw I was going to have to make some adjustments to this quaint little camper to make it my full-time home.
The back end had four bunks (perfect for grand babies) but I only have two, at the moment, so I took the other two out to create my office.

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Me new office and office chair! I feel so important!
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The grand kitty inspecting my work from my new desk.
And then there was a matter of my clothes.  When I work, be it cutting hair, or doing workshops, I have to have professional clothing.  As much as I'd love to live in swimwear, 24/7, it is somewhat frowned upon in certain places... not to mention cold... But the house, as is, offered minimal options.
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It seemed like a lot of wasted space, so I came up with the idea to put the bed in the air... and use the space to add in dressers, and hanging space.  
And when living in a tiny house, it's all about use of space. 
So my step brother, Ed Wittneber, and my favorite Seabee, Barry Moyar and myself, completely gutted the bedroom! 
And then put it back together again.
Barry cut and built the bed frame.  His knowledge of angle iron was indispensable!  A former Seabee and a craftsman in his own right, I was so grateful that he came on board with this project.  And they didn't even look at me like I was crazy!  Ed was quick to get the project rolling and helped me SO much!!  He also bought and assembled the perfect cubbie shelves for me and my first beanbag chair for my new space!!! 
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Also, my wonderful brother, Scott Ide, created the perfect cabinet to hide all the wiring and add more storage space!  He made it from scratch and it's perfect!  It gives me a bit more space that is easily accessible from the bedroom or the "coffee station"!  (okay, fine, it's the other side of the kitchen counter... don't judge! Lol!)

So, my bed is about 32" from the ceiling, so one has to be cautious when climbing up or down, or changing sheets... and heaven help me if something scares me in the middle of the night and I sit up too quickly!!   
There is one large plastic set of dresser-drawers under the bed and another one at the side.  I have room to hang clothes, store away other items in the cubbie shelf and cabinet.  And room for a giant dog to lounge and a beanbag chair or two!  
It is an adorable little place to live and I absolutely love it!  Yes, there are things I want to do to it still, but it's all part of the journey! 
I am so happy with this choice and I think I am living up to the promise I made to the former owners.  The Beach House has certainly covered a lot of territory and seen many new campgrounds, and I hope this has just been the beginning!  I hope she hangs on with me for a few more years as we continue to travel about the country.

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Next, I want to re-do the bathroom and maybe even tweak the kitchen just a tiny bit.  I'm learning so much as I go...
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The Beach House and Xander ready for adventures!!!
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Sleeping in the middle of everything... Testing out the beanbag chair as much as she dares! Lol!
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